cultivating me

me being me and making my way through life one day, one book, and one recipe at a time

losing because i gained

I gained something recently besides a few extra pounds.  I gained the support of some really great women – we’ve created an email support group for ourselves.  I now have people to report to and who hold me accountable for my actions.  They also provide me with a lot of support and encouragement.  I’ve also joined Weight Watchers Online and the daily feedback about the food I eat is something  I sorely needed.  Knowing that the nachos I want to eat take up most or all of my points(calories) for the day helps me make a better decision to not have them or to have only a few.  It’s been good.   If it wasn’t for this group of women and for what I am learning on WW,  I would not be having the success I am having now.

Right now I am celebrating seeing a 150 number each morning when I weigh
myself.  I’ve been playing peek a boo with the 150s for a couple of weeks.
159 has showed up one day and then not the next couple and never on my weigh
in day.  This week, however, I have seen 150 something every morning which
has me thinking I just might see it when I weigh in!  It’s good to see that
smaller number each day. It’s my little reminder to stick with it.

I am also having smaller portions and turning down treats. I was at a buffet
last week and took one pass, making sure my plate was mostly full of the
green salad and the fresh fruit. I even took the kids for ice cream the
other day and was happy to have a bite (one bite!) of each of theirs and not
a whole scoop of my own.  And instead of having a sweet snack at night when
I crave one, I am having a yogurt or sugar free pudding cup instead.  Being
able to make these types of choices is a huge deal for me. I wouldn’t have
done any of those things a month ago!  It tells me this healthier way of
eating is beginning to sink in and is going to stick.  I am not on a diet, I
am changing the way I view and eat food and that is feeling really really
good.

Are you losing weight?  Do you have any small changes to celebrate? I’d love to hear it.

Fri, September 19 2008 » healthy me

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