I Call Times!

this is me calling times: a much needed break from the numerous things that chase me daily demanding my attention. i’m safe…even if just for a moment or two.

turmoil

tur·moil /ˈtɜrmɔɪl/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronun

1.
a state of great commotion, confusion, or disturbance; tumult; agitation; disquiet

i find myself so desperately needing to write and at the same time i am desperate to not write. i don’t know where to start even…
i am tired but i can’t sleep. sad but [...]

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Mon, February 18 2008 » loss » No Comments

saying goodbye

i have never dealt with death well in my life. today is no different - i still cannot really handle the reality of a life coming to an end. i am hoping writing will allow me to get through what i cannot say in words.
my neighbor, Mr. Stone, passed away because he suffered [...]

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Tue, June 12 2007 » from the heart, loss » No Comments

will she remember me next time?

i went to visit my grandmother today. i try to see her every other week but honestly, i should see her more often. she is getting old. she’s 86, lives in an assisted living community, confined to a wheel chair and her memory is starting to go. she lives about one mile away and so [...]

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Thu, April 5 2007 » from the heart, loss, love » No Comments